A BlueWorld...

for about a year

I am back at where I have started

to look back

what have been changed and what have not

Sometimes I don't know how to being "me"
Whatever I do, Whatever I said ..
I guess that's me..
but the real me might act differently under certain circumstances

I have changed..
I have move on..
I have learned from the experience..
When I look forward, everything difficult still

越來越疑惑~
我到底要的是什麼..
我到底在做些什麼..
7,8,9,10,11月

I am a little little girl in my little little world..
and one day the little little girl wakes up,
found out that there are many many little little worlds
besides her little little world

原來~有人可以把戲演的那麼好
原來~做兩面人可以得心應手~不會心虛
原來~在坦白的同時還可以對別人說我愛你
金馬獎你不拿實在是太可惜

1+1是不是真的會等於2
還是其實~可以有很多不同的數字
對美麗謊言來說~最殘忍的一天應該就是謊言破碎的那一天
而我卻以冷笑來看待這一切~好像這些都是預知中的結果

對那些愛情不專一的人來說，
沒時間牽手，
有時間分手，
一輩子都在盤算如何得手

原本不平靜的心~終於平靜了
After the conversation we had..

雖然我在努力的為別人創造所謂的安全感~
可是我的安全感~又應該在哪裡~
從高中後realized凡事能夠相信的只有自己
能夠依賴的也只有自己

只想好好的工作 做自己想做的事~
畢竟一切都還只是個開始
感情是我的致命傷
即使我可以極度的冷血批判